Tuesday evening
Suddenly, very suddenly, unbelievably suddenly, my mood lifted 20 minutes ago!!!! I do not know why. It happened. It changed. I have been dragging myself along the deepest sediment of the filthiest pond in the darkest forest for weeks, months. Felt like bloody years. In my time it was bloody years. In your time, dear reader, a month or two. The trap door crushing my brain from above has exploded outwards. I'm free. Dear God, may it be for a while.....please. I'm leaking tears of relief.What the hell caused this sudden change????????
I have an appointment with a Bipolar Expert soon. Please let him know his stuff!!
Is all for now. May tomorrow be wildly sane, please, please, please..............
1 Comments:
John,
it's good to see you back! These dark days make us weary, but Gee! what a morning when we rise!
If only we could hear the larks' song all through the night just as we can hear the night growls all day...
Cheers
tom
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