Intransit

Wednesday

I have been in the company of my elephant today. Decreasing the medication in readiness to change to new medication always brings problems. It's horrible. The old wounds are revealed as the salve of the medication is slowly removed. If this continues I'll have to 'up' the dose again. Strangely, I had a real positive episode an hour or two ago. If ever there was an example of Bipolar in my day, this is it.
Last night was a terrible night for not sleeping. Muscle cramps in right arm and right leg kept me hopping most of the night. It's a while since these cramps last visited me. Eventually slept for about 4 hours.
It is impossible for me to fire on all 4 cyllinders these days. Nuff said.

posted by john @ 8:50 pm